Minsan

Minsan di ko na alam kung kaya ko pa eh. Dapat kayanin ko, wala akong choice.

I'm tired, to tell you the truth. I find myself bursting into tears for the most mundane reason. Parang ang hirap hirap matawa ngayon. You try to see the positive in something pero parang wala eh. Meaningless yung positive kasi alam mong justification lang yun sa shitty situation that you're in.

One day at a time daw dapat. Puede bang mag half day dun? O kaya VL or SL.

Gago.

Sinong matalino ang nagpangalan sa araw na pinatay si Kristo na "Good Friday"? - JR

The question

The question is not "can you live with him?" but rather, "can you live without?"

Sabado.

Saturday nights use to hold the promise of so much more than just Sunday mornings.

A postcard

Once I got out of the washroom, the group had already left. Cleaning their table, I saw JR left this postcard.

Now, I have telepathy!

Have you ever had one of those moments when you think you can hear someone else's thoughts? I think I'm having one now. I can hear LJ's thoughts.

Being gay nowadays is such a bore, especially in the Philippines. Even in early history, there was no indifference - it was never talked about openly, but there was no indifference. Of course, you'll never find beauty salons (it's never a parlor, it's always a salon) peppering the streets of old Manila, but you know there were those na "verde ang dugo", especially in the seminaries and churches.

I bet, that Padre Damaso fantasized about the big JC. Kunyari pang minolestya si Maria Clara. Sa totoo lang, I think he made Maria Clara insane so he can have Ibarra all to himself. That bitch is brilliant!

Contrary to popular belief, not all gays fantasize about a straight man coming into their lives (and I use the word 'coming' loosely. hihihi) to rescue them. Some of us want to be with other gay men. After all, hindi ba ito din ang drama ng mga tivoli? A man knows how to please another man - same thing with a lezzie.

*Sigh* Alas, I am not one of those liberated faggies. I think I want a straight man in my life.

JR in particular.

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What the F***??!!

I did not just hear that!!

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Waiter runs off to the washroom to re-enact the shower scene from the movie "The Crying Game".

Telenovela.

The couple at the next table was officially breaking up. He leaned away from the table, tipped his chair on its back legs and balanced carefully. His eyes glanced over the girl that he no longer cared for that way, over her shoulder, past her body entirely and rested on the ass of the waitress behind her. "Are you even listening to me?" the soon to be ex-girlfriend asked him emphatically. "No," he said. "I don't really have to listen to you anymore." I love this coffee place.. its like watching TV.