No reciprocity

I lust after the God you worship. I want to believe in him the same way you believe that He will give you the signs on what to do and who to love. I want to believe in the miracles you orgasm over. I want to feel the bliss you work so very hard for and earn with acts of random kindness.

But I offer no positive reciprocity. No enthusiasm on your interpretation of the good book.

I just politely nod and smile.